Ever have one of those days where you just wanna give the world the middle finger and say fuck everything, I'm going to bed?. I'm having one of those weeks, I just want everything to just go away and leave me the fuck alone and it doesn't help that my mind is screaming at me and I can't sleep I barely even want to be awake. I am now sick because I'm not sleeping well, sometimes i end up crying for no reason (well there is a reason but i don't wanna talk about it) I just want to sleep forever like sleeping beauty so that no one can wake me up because I dont know if i will even find a true love, sometimes I wonder if I will die alone.