Love is cruel

I hate how sometimes you can love someone with your everything and all of a sudden you're the only one. Love can be really cruel but i guess you can't have happiness with out a little pain and no rainbow with out a little rain as they say. No matter how much it stings you can't make someone love you if they really don't, you can't make someone stay if all they want to do is leave. I just wish these tears would stop flowing down my face and I wish i could stand up and brush it off like he does. I'm not as strong as him why won't he understand?, why won't he just shut the hell up with his everything is OK answers and give me real answers with real feelings not just a shield. I want to know if he even loved me and not just told me lies to keep me happy. I guess i will never know.